Friday, June 23, 2006
jus watched e last ep of a jap drama series...attack no.1 tis is the third time i'm watchin it, n i still loved it so much... it's not romance..haha not like those devil beside u, green forest my home, those ou xiang ju, which kahyee loves.... ahaaha... it's a show abt tis gal called ayuhara kozue, talented young volleyball player.....she became stronger after so much challenges... most of which caused by her coach... she's a player frm fujimi, n was selected as one of e national team 2 represent japan.... unfortunately, her knees had some problem, she could no longer play vigorous games like volleyball, if she insists 2 play, she may become crippled...... tis gal is determined 2 cont 2 play volleyball, she request 4 a operatn although e success rate is very low.... but she insisted, n e operatn is a success, she worked hard to do physiotherapy, while her other players worked as hard in e national teams............finallylast ep(2day), she can play wif her team-mates in e national youth competition against brazil n her skills were amazin.............she's e no.1 player!!!!!!!!!! i admire her spirit n her determinatn, her sportsmanship........i will always cry 4 almost all e episodes....it's really touchin 2 c tt she worked so hard 2 achieve her dreams n e encouragement received by her friends.... i simply loved tis show.... no matter how many times i hav watched it........ if channel 56 repeat tis show again, u guys mus watched... oni 11 ep, but e story is nice....... i love kozue in e show!!! attack no.1 !!!!!!!
Friday, June 23, 2006
Thursday, June 22, 2006
i'm super duper sad now... i'm an idiot, a fool man......... i accidentally deleted all e saved msgs in my handphone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! all e nice sweet msgs........... r DELETED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm damn sad now.... all my "sweet memories" tt r saved in my phone r GONE!!!!!!! i cant believe it.... i'm damn sad.... tis is e second time i accidentally deleted my msgs......... y am i so stupid....... all my precious msgs r gone.... gone 4ever.... most of them act as an encouragement 4 me....... now is all gone........ e msgs tt i saved 4 e past 3 years r gone............... i'm damn sad now..........................dun feel like talkin anymore....................my msgs.....my precious darlin msgs r gone.............gone 4ever...........................i wan all of u......................................................................................
Thursday, June 22, 2006
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
i wanna kill e 2 of u now!!!!!! yes right now!!!!!!! cant stand it anymore!!!!!!!stop torturin me!!!! i'm gg mad because of e 2 of u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!idiots, stupid dummy idiots!!!!!!!! off u go man......... my life would b so wonderful without e 2 of u... so great without u...........i hate u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
Monday, June 12, 2006
examinatns is near, but y i had no intentions 2 study?? i reali dun hav e muggin mood... wad shld i do???n i keep slpin... slp more than 10 hrs a day... i'm mad reali mad............................yeah, finally my bro applied broadband... i cant stand e comp 2 b in such a super slow speed... sorri ppl, tt my comp took ages 2 dl e files... but.... i dun feel like tidyin my room... i hav 2, cause e person is comin 2 install e thingy... but i reali dun wanna tidy up... i like my messy room... if i tidy up, i will feel wierd....hmm.. wait.. mayb i dun wanna study cause my study table is too messy?? haha, dunno... shall c after i tidy up tmr... i hav piles n piles of lecture notes, papers, rubbish all ard my room... haiz... spring cleanin in my room tmr!!!!! sad sob* sob*.... y nowadays i always hav headaches when i didn even study? isit because i slp too much?or is it because of e wierd weather? dunno leh
Monday, June 12, 2006
had a nice chat on msn wif my cousin yesterday...quite a long chat... i was totally stunned when my cousin asked me a qn" do u feel lonely at home?" because i do feel lonely at times.Although i had a childish bro, but he always returned home late at night, if it is not holi, i seldom get 2 c him... my parents will oni b back at ard 6 smth or even ltr...sometimes, i reali feel damn lonely at home, esp durin holis....e hse is always empty in e mornin n afternoon.....n i always feel bored...facin e four walls... i nvr reali mention my loneliness 2 any1... yet my cousin can sense it... cause whenever my cousins come 2 my hse, i will chat alot n play wif them.. he can sense tt i feel sad whenever he leaves... n i do feel tt way.... i mus say tt he is sensitive, cause no1 noticed it.....my parents always thought tt i luv being alone, cause there's freedom... but is tt reali so??? last time, i reali feel depressed tt i'm always alone... but i dun reali feel it now... cause i kinda get used to it.... is e youngest child always get 2 b e 1 evry1 adores? protects? y to me, it seems tt i hav 2 b e most independent 1.....to others, i reali dun look like e youngest child...in fact e youngest among all my cousins....there's no1 younger than me, oni my nieces n nephew.....puzzlin..................... my status jus dun match my character.... funny huh
Monday, June 12, 2006
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
poor bird... dun give up... i hope u r alive... 2 mths or lesser, a mother bird or father... but i tink is mummy... set up a nest on one of e plants tt my mum has planted...tis is e second time birds hav set up a nest on tt plant....so no surprisetis mother- a lazy 1 i mus say... quite modern??she used a lot of tissue paper instead of dry sticks or grass... e nest tt she built is so unstable unlike e previous 1....one mornin, tragedy happened.... out of e 3 eggs, 1 egg disappeared, 1 dropped on e floor n e small bird was dead... e other was hanged on e nest... she almost fell down, luckily tis 1 was alive...my mum immediately came 2 e rescue, use scotchtape 2 tape e leaves beneath e nest, to make it more stable... in e evenin, her mum sounds rather sad, cause 2 of her babies couldnt survive... i got a shock when i heard this tragedy, feel sorry 4 e mother... haiz... if she is more hardworkin 2 gather sticks n grass, her babies may hav survived.....2day... my dear mummy wanna peek at e small bird( which we did it eryday 2 c tt e bird is ok), e small bird got a shock i tink... n somehow flew or fell on e floor... when my mum wanna find smth 2 hold tis small creature back e nest, she's gone.... so now, i dunno wad happen 2 e small bird... her mum seems 2 b findin her frantically when i hear her chirpin tis afternoon... i hope tis small creature can survive... may god bless her... she dunno reali noe how 2 fly....i tink i hav affinity wif birds... 2 years ago, i saved 2 new born baby birds.... one day after sch, i saw these 2 creatures on e pavement.. afraid tt they will b scorched 2 death, i moved them to e grass... hopin their parents can find them... i tink they mus hav dropped frm e nest when they r strugglin 2 come out of e nest... poor thing...i'm so scared tt the nearby cats will eat them up, so i asked my neighbour 2 help,haha.. she find another auntie 2 help e birds, so we put them in a shoe box wif wet towel n water... n placed them at e 2nd floor of e flat, which is kinda near e tree... hopin their mummy can find them... n their parents did found them.. evryday after sch i will go n find them... day by day, they grew n flew away one day... feel kinda happy 4 them... i reali like birds, i find them interestin creatures, dunno y.. always imitatin them haha.. like"yeah, i wanna fly down, eh,here got food... so nice... i wanna fly fly" somethin like tt as if e bird is talkin..hhaahaa.. n i like chirpin... mayb i'm a bird in my past life??? hu noes?????overalll, i still hope tt e small bird is fine... god bless u...
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
Sunday, June 04, 2006
how can he be charged wif molestin??? it is kinda impossible, i mean he is so old liao, he wont do tt kind of thing lah, i reali feel tt e 2 gals exaggerated... he's gonna b a monk soon, k? actually, he gonna stop teachin, but many parents requested him 2 cont teachin... if he had stopped teachin.. mayb evrything will b alright.. i feel sorry 4 him tt all his appeals are failed... he is a good teacher... very humorous, but he likes 2 say some dirty jokes n always wear until like a lao ah peh... dun look like a teacher at all... but overall, he is good, serious in teachin... he say jokes jus to make us feel relaxed in his lessons... i've in leow's trainin centre since pri 4... until sec 4... my maths improved tremendously after i enrolled in pri 4... tt time, his 2 daughters r teachin us... i'm considered one of e "oldest" student there(4 my year).. act, in fact, i'm e second... my best partner lijun is e first, since pri 3... i feel so sorry 4 him, tt he gonna spend 2 years in jail... he's already so old lah... haiz... i hoped there will b another appeal 4 him...guess wad?? i haven started studyin.. i'm gonna b dead meat... i've been gg out almost evryday 4 e past 1 week... tis comin tues, i gonna go marina sq wif my cousin, yeah!!! although she is 15 years older than me, mother of 2 children, but she's quite on 1... always shoppin..haahaha.. die die liao loh... i shld reali start some work now... after i blog finishoff i go!!!!GO AND STUDY RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sunday, June 04, 2006